I didn't see her at the gym last night. I got my membership though and worked out a little. I'll be working out in Fremont probably every day starting either Sunday or Monday. My cash flow is seriously low now and I have like 3 birthday parties between now and payday.
I called her house number as I was leaving because I figured since I was down there I might as well pick up my Big Lebowski DVD. One of her roommates answered the phone and asked me where the hell I have been. He wanted to know why I don't come around anymore. I told him that I really didn't know and he would have to ask IslandGrl that question. She wasn't home but he said he would make her call me when she got home from hula practice.
She actually did call back but not until 11:30pm. I was just falling asleep. When I answered she went right to telling me that I could come over to pick it up anytime. She said to call the house number and let the guys know that I was coming over and they would let me in. I could then go up to her room and get the DVD. So basically I guess she already knows that she isn't going to be there when I go to pick it up. She said that she was tired and had to go to sleep so she wanted to get off the phone. It was frustrating having her on the phone finally and not being given the chance to talk about what I had on my mind. Really frustrating.
I guess I have to think of her like any of the other girls I know that are in that weird friend but not friend category. I'll see them when I see them and I'll hear from them when I hear from them. I really wanted her to be more special than that but I guess that isn't important to her right now.
I'm going out for drinks tonight.
2:42 p.m. - 2004-08-06
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