So I had just returned to my office with the tacos that I bought at Jack in the Box when the phone rang. I was a bit pissed because I had ordered the spicey chicken sandwich and the obviously screwed up. It was IslandGrl. She said hello and said she was returning my message. I thought, "great she is returning my phone call from yesterday MORNING!"
She asked me how I was doing and I said I was fine. I asked her about her weekend and she made it out like she didn't do anything at first. Then she said she want to the Aloha Festival BOTH DAYS. She said the second day she went with one of her roommates because they had to go up to Petaluma afterwards to help his family with something. I told her what I did for the weekend. I told her that I was going to work out tonight and then stop by her place to pick up my DVD. She said that she would call her roommates to let them know that I was coming over and have them give me the DVD. She said she wouldn't be there because she is going to spend the night at her friend's house in Redwood City. Then she said let me know that she just wanted to make sure she called me while she had some free time (she was on her lunch break at the office too). So we said our goodbyes.
While it was nice of her to call I really wish that she would do it when we weren't both at work or about to go to sleep or any other time when we can't have a real conversation. I couldn't bring up the issues with someone in the office right next to me and her sitting in the middle of a branch with customers right there.
I forgot to remind her to check on MySpace.com for my message but then I tought to check if she read it. She had read it and I wanted to kick myself. I figure when she said she got my message she meant the MySpace.com message not the voicemail. If I would have remembered and brought it up I could have at least told her that we will talk about it later away from work. I hope she doesn't think that because we had a pleasant conversation that the issue has gone away and everything is ok now.
Of course it will be a while before we talk again. I can't call her tonight to talk about it if she is at her friend's house. On Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday she will be at hula practice and the gym. On Friday night I'm going to Turlock for my friend's birthday party. I'll be staying the whole weekend and I don't feel like arguing on the phone while I'm supposed to be having fun with my friends. So one more week of not seeing her and not resolving anything and this time I think I have myself to blame for not brining it up. FUCK!
2:16 p.m. - 2004-08-09
ezi, my fake little sister, is gone. She went to visit her friend Janny in Florida for I forgot how long. She also cancelled her AOL account and will not have internet access when she gets back. That means no AIM. That means no chatting with my little sister! Life truly sucks right now.
I blame it all on baby jesus.
11:52 a.m. - 2004-08-09
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