IslandGrl and I will not be together in the way that I want to be with her any time soon. She can say it's about hula, she can say that it's about family issues, she can say all kinds of things. She had her heart broken in a very serious way and she isn't going to be ready to let anyone in for a long time. I do think that she has real feelings for me, she's just too scared to act on them. All I can do is hope that when she is ready she will think of me. That is if I haven't found someone else that is willing to put the effort into being that someone special in my life. Mind you, I am not looking to be in a relationship. I never was. I just saw something in IslandGrl that let me know that she has what I want in a girlfriend. I'm not going to ask her to stop talking to me. I'm going to try to be strong and just deal with my feelings for her as best I can.
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