IslandGrl and I finally had a long serious discussion yesterday. It was instigated by her because she was poking around my profile on MySpace and saw my most recent entry. She read a few more that referred to things we had done or said to each other and I guess it lit a spark under her ass to call me and discuss them. I knew it was going to be a pretty big talk when she said that she read some things I wrote and we needed to talk, so I left my office and went down to the sidwalk in the back of my building. It was an emotional but productive talk.
I started by asking her what the problem was with what I wrote. It was all things that I felt or experienced and we had already discussed everything that I wrote anyway so it's not like it was something new. She said that it was just different reading it than hearing it come from my mouth. I'm not going to bore you with the back and forth discussion we had because it lasted a good 45 minutes. I think we have resolution of sorts now. I now know that us not being together has nothing to do with hula, has nothing to do with her being too busy to spend time with me, and has everything to do with her own issues. I thanked her for finally expressing herself in the way she did, even if it was like pulling teeth to get it.
We aren't parting ways at this point though. She doesn't want that and honestly neither do I. My feelings for her are the same and will stay the same but I won't let those feelings keep me from living my life.
8:28 a.m. - 2004-12-08
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