I spent Saturday with my best friend's from Turlock. Dennis and Karah brought his son out to Great America. Dennis' brother and sister-in-law also came out with them. We spent the day walking around the park letting the kid play in the new water attractions that they have. It was a nice family day.
Saturday night I was supposed to go to House of Prime Rib with Mokee and everyone else but she decided she was sick at the last minute and we didn't go. Blah.
So now to discuss what really inspired me to post today.
Why does it always seem that when one chick shows interest in me other chicks come out of the woodwork and want a crack at the sweet monkey lovin'? I mean as soon as I start hanging out with one chick more others suddenly want my attention.
I don't know what exactly is going on between me and T but it seems to be headed in a direction I like. We haven't discussed what we are looking for at the moment though. She is just getting over a very long relationship that she thought was never going to end. I know that she still has feelings for the guy too but he moved to Hawaii so she isn't going to really see him ever. Still I don't know if I'm just a quick rebound guy or if she wants more than someone to help her get the old boyfriend off her mind.
And now I have this chick who has been stalking me on BART for the last few months who wants to hook up. She found my profile on myspace.com and has been sending me messages. If I am single then I wouldn't hesitate to add her to my list but I don't know if I'm single or not.
Up until now I've successfully avoided being in a "serious" relationship. I don't think I want to avoid that anymore. I guess it's time to DTR but I just don't know how to go about doing it. What if T says that she doesn't want to get back into a relationship and then cuts me off in order not to hurt my feelings.
I can't just say "well, I want to be in a relationship with you but if you just want to keep fooling around that's ok with me too!" I also can't say, "if we are just going to chill with each other but not get serious then is it ok to bang other chicks?" We all know how women are and very few of them can handle such honesty.
8:48 a.m. - 2004-06-08
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