I may never be loved by a woman the way I want but I can always count on food to bring a small amount of pleasure to my life. PieInYourEye came out to have lunch with Deelan and myself. We went to The Royal Exchange down on Front. I've always wanted to eat there. A lot of people go after work for drinks but it is way too packed for me to ever go there during that time. I had the marinated flank steak with steamed veggies and garlic mashed taters. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOH IT WAS SOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOOOOD!
Then I had to come back to my office and feel like shit again. If I actualy did something wrong to deserve losing the affection of the women that I go out with it would be easy to deal with. I mean if I was an ass then having chicks drop me like a bad habit would probably be a good thing because then it would free me to hook up with the next girl. I'm not an ass though, really I am not. If you ask girls that have actually met me they will all say that I am a super nice guy. I may talk shit here but I am a pussycat in real life. I don't try to change anyone, preach to anyone, look down on anyone, i'm not possesive, i'm not nosey.
I really need clarification and right now all I'm getting is avoidance. If I have to move on I want to be told, I don't want to have to take a hint. I would pick up the phone to get that clarification but the phone won't be answered and the call will not be returned. I'm not going to leave the questions I have on an answering machine. I deserve better than that.
2:37 p.m. - 2004-08-04
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