I'm feeling good today. I didn't get to go to the gym last night though, which sucks. Lil Missy called me and she wanted to have dinner. It was her first chance to be away from the baby she just had a month ago so it was hard to say no to her. I really wanted to go to the gym though.
We had dinner at My Thai over on Fremont Blvd and basically talked all night long. She had her own things that she wanted to talk about but she also wanted me to update her on all the stuff between me and IslandGrl. I let her in on all the latest drama and she wasn't surprised.
She's pretty much told me all along that regardless of what true feelings IslandGrl might have for me she was just using me to make herself feel better. She thinks that IslandGrl wants to be a player now since she got played for a fool by her boyfriend and meeting the right guy won't matter to her anytime soon if ever. She thinks that if IslandGrl was cut out for being a player she would have handled things a lot more smoothly. Lil Missy is a lot more harsh about this than me though. She's telling me to play IslandGrl right back and show her that a girl as naive as her doesn't belong in the game. I'm not that type of person though. I don't want any kind of revenge or wish IslandGrl any ill will. If anything I am sad for her and the fact that she's letting what one asshole in her life did to her keep her from being the beautiful person that she was before. There are going to be plenty of other men out there that are going to hurt IslandGrl over and over again and she will have to either realize her mistakes or dig herself a deeper hole. Whatever she does she has one less friend now to help her through the rough times, and more importantly she has one less man in her life that truly had no intentions of ever playing her.
8:36 a.m. - 2004-12-16
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