I'm back home already, after one day. I cut my trip home way short. sucks.
Things started off on a good note though. When I got to Turlock I called my friends and they said we were going to have some fun. The short version: shots of Patron Silver, drive to Sacramento, party at strip club until the early morning.
Just to expand on the best part, the strip club idea was brought up by the ladies. They really like going to strip clubs and not the kind with naked men.
We drove up there in separate cars. We had to stop on the way at Lodi to pick up two other people. I didn't know them but they were friends of friends. Apparently they both quit their jobs and now make porno videos of themselves to sell on the internet. They had just gotten finished adding a stripper pole to their computer room for photo shoots and filming. From looking at them I don't see how they could be making any money. I sure wouldn't pay to see either of them naked.
So after picking them up we finished our trip to Centerfolds. They made the ladies pay to get in which they have never done before but I could understand because when we got in it wasn't as packed as it usually is. The strippers went crazy for the ladies with us. Whenever one of them was at the tip rail the stripper would just molest them. I saw my friends' wives' boobs! They were getting their nipples pinched and bitten and having their asses slapped.
I'm not a strip club type of person but being there with my friends made it very fun.
Miraculously, my dad didn't try to wake me up at 6am for breakfast. I did wake up at 10am though which was way too early when you consider that I didn't get home until 4:30am. Of course my mom cooked me breakfast even though I ate at Denny's before getting home.
Today I went to WalMart. The trip to WalMart was actually just to get out of the house so I could call IslandGrl. I didn't want to have my conversation with her in front of my parents. Of course when I called she didn't answer her phone so I had to leave a message. She did return the call pretty quickly but I was still in WalMart looking for stuff. She wanted to eat something before talking anyway so we agreed that I would call her back at 3pm.
When i got home my mom said that she was going to visit my grandparents so I went with her, but took a separate car. I wanted to take the car because I knew I would have to leave at 3 to make my call. Two of my aunt's were there and I basically just sat there while all the women chatted. With about 10 minutes to 3pm my grandmother insisted on making me lunch. I told her not to worry about it but I knew there was no stopping her. She started making Sopes. They were sooooo good but they made me half hour late for my conversation with IslandGrl.
So after eating I excused myself and started driving back to my parents place. The phone rang a bunch of times and I thought I would get her voicemail but she finally answered. I had a hard time starting out the conversation. I told her that I had something that I wanted to talk about. First I explained that it had to do with how I am dealing with being friends with her when I want a whole lot more. I finally just spit it out and told her not to tell me that she is going to call and then not call. I also told her that when it came to making plans to see me I didn't want to hear "maybe, possibly, I'll try..." I told her that if she was going to bring up the topic of us seeing each other then she needed to be 100% certain that it was going to happen or she shouldn't waste my time bringing it up.
She apologized and said that she needed to follow through better. We said a few more things and she apologized a few more times. I told her that I didn't want to hear apologies and that wasn't the reason for calling. I just had things to say and wanted her to hear me out. She gave me an "okay, well then..." Basically cutting the conversation off. There was a whole lot more that I could have and wanted to tell her but I figured it was best not to pile on too much stuff.
Even though our talk didn't go badly (none of our conversations ever have) I was still in a very foul mood. Maybe it's just because I'm not sure it will help at all. I could say that I won't make any effort to talk to her anymore but I don't already. I've left it up to her to make contact with me for the most part since this summer. I guess I'll just have to see what the effect of this conversation is going to be.
I ended up just driving back home because I didn't want to deal with my dad's BS while I was in a foul mood.
8:48 p.m. - 2004-10-03
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